In The Rain The Pavement Shines Like Silver...

...All The Lights Are Misty In The River...

I swear i always over think things. I've still got last night on my mind. I kinda think he cared for about 15 minutes. Made me happy for all those. Maybe even longer he cared, but on my luck probably not...

...In The Darkness, The Trees Are Full Of Starlight...

So i'm listening to a podcast called Comic Geek Speak Watchmen Footnotes episode #2. Its a good podcast. They go over the Watchmen comic books. [I cannot wait for the movie!]

For some odd reason I love love love to post song lyrics with my posts!

...And I All I See Is Him And Me Forever And Forever.

Dumping Your Mind To Some Who [?] Cares?...

It felt like you gave me up before you gave me a 2nd chance the second time around. It maybe easy for most people to give up and forget, but im not like that. The things around a person can remind anyone of someones face or scent or anything. And i can't exactly ask my mind to stop feeling a way i feel about someone. Like people forgiving and forgetting. I don't like that phrase cuz it doesnt happen like that for me. I can never forget and just barely forgive. Im puting the rest of my first thought at the end where, hopefully?, it will make more sense. You said, if i remember, that there was no emotional connection. I really dont even know what that means, to tell you the truth. Im not sure if you ever REALLY felt the way i felt about you. I mean i contemplated so many things those few days, before it was over. I thought about using words i hate being used, i thought about doing something i'm pretty much against, and i thought about something i'm not capable of any other time. Thats why its hard to let go. and thats something i'd hope you can understand.
...Priceless. Knowing Someone might care at one point. Even better.
I just poored out my mind to someone i hope will one day care. I might change my mind about that eventually but i kinda hope i dont.

Hey Mr. DJ...

...Can you put a record our way?

Been listening to way too much of Cobra Starship today. Between WoWing, bands playing in my ears, and sugar cookies I've had one of the most boring days yet. (Cue "Lonely Day" by System of a Down)

So It's 1:50 AM and I can't sleep. What more is there to do then watch Grey's Anatomy and Smallville, or play some Dragon Warrior Monsters 2: Tara's Journey. (I'm sooo detailed.) I just have a lot on my mind at the moment. I'm wondering how Alex will respond to my message, I'm thinking about how many things I have translated tonight, I'm wondering when exactly I will be getting to the movies with Sarah and Derek, and I'm wondering why the heck I always tend to miss my favorite shows the nights they're on. Like Lost, Fringe, and now Dollhouse. And what's with the short easy names now? Who knows.

[Note: I Will Always Have A Random Picture With a Post!]