It felt like you gave me up before you gave me a 2nd chance the second time around. It maybe easy for most people to give up and forget, but im not like that. The things around a person can remind anyone of someones face or scent or anything. And i can't exactly ask my mind to stop feeling a way i feel about someone. Like people forgiving and forgetting. I don't like that phrase cuz it doesnt happen like that for me. I can never forget and just barely forgive. Im puting the rest of my first thought at the end where, hopefully?, it will make more sense. You said, if i remember, that there was no emotional connection. I really dont even know what that means, to tell you the truth. Im not sure if you ever REALLY felt the way i felt about you. I mean i contemplated so many things those few days, before it was over. I thought about using words i hate being used, i thought about doing something i'm pretty much against, and i thought about something i'm not capable of any other time. Thats why its hard to let go. and thats something i'd hope you can understand.
...Priceless. Knowing Someone might care at one point. Even better.
I just poored out my mind to someone i hope will one day care. I might change my mind about that eventually but i kinda hope i dont.
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the shia, eh?
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